I always seem to have things I've thought about loads, that I really want to talk to people about. It's probably just for validation of my opinions, but meh. When I imagine what my videos on the tubez would be like, I mostly imagine myself explaining these things. And asking the opinion of commenters. When I'm not asking Alex Day to marry me, that is.
Anyway, I can never find a way to put these things into words, because it's weird to go up to an irl friend and be like "Imma explain my opinion on something you've probably never heard of because I need the validation of people understanding and, at least in part, agreeing with my views". Yeah. Not gonna happen.
So why aren't I blogging about them? It seems stoopid that I'm not already. Even though nobody is reading it, so I'm not getting the validation, I still want to put my opinions into coherent paragraphs somewhere. It helps me file them in my head. Like if it's written down it's organised, or something.
I don't even know if I'm making sense. It's going to be 1:00am in 22 minutes. That's really an excuse for not making any sense, but I'm not going to delete it. Okay now I'm definitely not making much sense. And by that I mean I'm saying pointless things even if I don't think then. I should stop.
